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| Wednesday, February 25, 2009 |
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Just applied my leave for the coming examinations. Not a good time to apply leave I should say, but I ain't to be blamed not born a genius. Even genius need to revise his works I guess.
Correction. I AM a genius. Just not in studies. Maybe something else.
7 days of leaves (including the examination days) in count. Hmmm. Guess my colleague is breaking cold sweat.
I've also reckoned that my current lao pok gai modem cannot support MS Vista thus explains why I simply could not establish an internet connection.
Ancient damnation. I hate Vista.
So its time I change my plan and modem lor. Not much of an issue since I had the thoughts long ago. I stick to Singtel after some comparison with Starhub. Albeit 10 bucks higher, Singnet seems to be a more realistic plan for me. Not an extensive user so 3Mbps should do just fine.
Ring up Singnet.
Queried on the plan that cost $36.90.
Operator: I can give you 2 option mdm. Either you take the 1Mbps at $19.90 or...
Operator: Ok, tell you what. Forget about the the 1Mbps. Take the 8Mbps one.
(siao right? Lim peh want 3Mbps and he's suggesting a 8Mpbs one?)
Operator: Take the 8Mbps which is offering at the price for 3Mbps.
Me: Woah. That's quite a deal. Wait, does this offer have any, say promotion period afterwhich I have to pay the supposed price for 8Mbps when the period ends?
Operator: No mdm. This is the fixed subscription price.
Cool. Quick quick nab lor. No internet access is no difference from pre-civillisation for me I think. Worst, it restricts my searching for exam topic's information on-line.
Nuff' ranting. I brought my notes along to work so I can practise some of the past year exam questions. While boss is out, I'd better make full use of the time to do some revision.
I forgot to add, my body is suffering from extreme insufficient sleep these days that a minimal amount of quality rest gives me the energy to run a power-house. Hah. I think I managed to sleep for 2 good hours last night (read: deep sleep without dreaming) and woke up feeling albeit not refresh, but at least my brain is working.
Go do my revision liao.
Tarah.
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| |Lady| 10:07 AM |
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| Monday, February 23, 2009 |
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I'm probably just emo. Or maybe it's because my boss aren't around so I can skive as much as I want to. It's gonna be hellish again once they come back tomorrow ok?
I guess all of us are having a hard time. Individual problems which we simply can't help one another but to lend a shoulder.
Funny but I've required quite afew favours from my lovelies recently. Albeit small favours, but still you know, I'm thankful. Browsing the facebook of 100 over friends, just how many can I regard them as "friends"? Answer is prolly, less than 10%.
It's pathetic society nowadays. Where most people are rather superficial in socialising. Maybe it's the life of adulthood. Thus we'll pretty much stick to our own community rather than expanding it. Well if you're lucky, you can make one or two truly good friends. But I say, that's harder than striking Toto.
That's a digress. Back to my main. Much as you all know, I've been suffering from some serious insomnia where pills and red wine can't seem to help already. Can't find the root of problem and I'm withering slowly but surely. And few of my lovelies mananged to gimme the strength just to move on...
"Haha it's the least I can do for a friend ma" - Annie, whom I asked if she could make a silly trip just to make my life easier.
"Sorry I don't have the time for you..." - Kym, whom is busy with her cafe yet afraid of neglecting her friends.
"Okok, we save our woes for Monday ok ok? Let's camwhore!!!!!" - Meanie, whom tried her very best to perk her surrounding people albeit she herself is emo already.
Sigh... I'm really very tired. How?
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| |Lady| 12:19 PM |
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Yo bro, I know you'll get to read this. So read carefully, this is for you.
Much as I've thank you quite enough, I still am really grateful for your help yesterday despite you are all worn out and stuff. That was indeed very very kind of you.
1) thanks for your very proficient help in sourcing for my lappy, the amount of questions you asked the promoter awed me my most.
2) thanks for the effort to even help on sucha tiring day for you.
3) thanks for the very pronto agreement to help troubleshoot my dead desktop.
4) thanks for helping me kang the youthinkitsheavy lappy for me all the way home.
5) thanks for the sudden urgent aid you've provided.
Really quite heavy when I carry the laptop myself. *faint*
And he carried all the way (to my) home leh. Ended up he himself reach home after midnight, all weary I suppose. Damn guilty. Wah, I almost cried.
Kidding. I won't cry for that. Hah. Guilty? Yes.
Just that I think a stranger is quite obliged to help another already, let alone the plentiful amount of kind gestures I've received.
And yes, you are really quite a silly person to be cheated on. I made my point, so do be wary of future acquaintances. I MEAN IT. Tsk tsk tsk. Much as I wish to listen more of your recent woes and vice versa, time constraint restricted us. Well, plenty of time to arrange lah, huh...
Anyways, congrats for the new achievement you've made. Am proud of you. We all are.
P.S. You really no need LP pak ah? LOL LOL LOL.
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| |Lady| 11:57 AM |
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| Wednesday, February 18, 2009 |
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Running fever (again). Second time I'm having fever for this month already. Not surprising given the amount of insomnia I'm having these days. Even a WHOLE bottle of red wine didn't help this time. I merely woke up after some 5 hour's tossing and turning and of course, hangover. Tsk tsk tsk.
How huh? Cannot drink too much coffee either. I'd be intoxicated in no time if I drink coffee like I used to.
I'll read my notes. I'm going to try it tonight. Lol. All-natural remedy for insomnia.
While Mr Pie was telling me to take ½ day to rest, I told him I might as well quit my job. As usual, too many issues to settle.
"If I can tahan, I will go for my jog. If I cannot tahan, I will stay and work OT. Staying till 6pm (only) is no longer in my list"
That is how short of time I think I am.
"Endless worries", I told Meanie.
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| |Lady| 12:40 PM |
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| Thursday, February 12, 2009 |
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The title mentioned - I'm incredibly pissed.
I'm still trying to do abit of self-psychoing now, that I ought to calm down and take things easy rather then blazing at whatever that had happened.
Being reprimanded for not having an extra pair of hands certainly didn't feel good.
Believe me, I have tonned of things to do now which, I'm simply not doing. Because I don't see a need to. What's the point when you don't get credited (at all) for all the things you did, but got chided for that very one thing you didn't do? It's like scoring A's for all subjects and your mum didn't praise you but lectured the hell outta you when you scored a C for a subject.
Another reason why I chose not to do anything now is because, I still get all the negative remarks at the end of the day. So what for? Do this also wrong, do that also wrong.
Don't do lah. Suah.
Typical cheenas are like that. They have objective, yes. But more of a time, too many objectives. And simply smeared their sense of direction trying to achieve all at the same time. Today we have to focus on objective A, then tomorrow we have to focus on objective B. When doing B, they ask you why didn't you focus on objective A.
Got amnesia iszit?
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| |Lady| 12:30 PM |
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Knock knock. There was an emotional thump this morning. Because of the very shocking news last week. My company albeit an SME, had it's share of recession too. The initial knowledge of only 1 colleague got retrenched eventually ended with 2.
Feels so weird seeing the person sitting infront, no longer there. It was a silent bouleversement, where everyone keeps quiet as if mourning but deep beneath, the emotivity of both bitter and sweet. "Who's next?", everyone wonders.
Reality check. That's life you see. The harshness of it all was it's merciless in slaughtering the slaves of money - US.
Exasperated but what can we do? Life is a neverending journey of constant upgrading and keeping oneself abreath. Barely abreath these days I should say. And when the time comes where the cruel society finds no use in you, WHAM and off you go. Hmmm.
Sometimes I lack the courage to go on. To see what's beneath the current route. Maybe I should just stay put and let myself obsolete. Since it's only a matter of time.
Only if I do not have my parents to worry for.
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| |Lady| 10:50 AM |
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| Wednesday, February 4, 2009 |
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Unbelivably sleepy now.
Like, fuck shit spider sleepy.
Didn't rest a wink last night. Despite I had a tablet of muscle relaxant. Tsk, stupid doctors are not allow to prescribe sleeping pills anymore, thus those crappy muscle relaxant that doesn't puts me to zzz at all.
I need dosage exorbitant to drowse an elephant, not some crappy medication!
Did I mention? I have at least 4 slaps of muscle relaxant. Nb. Should I know the GP's gonna get me the same stuffs again, I wouldn't even think of visiting him.
CONMAN!!!! CHAO TURBAN!!!!!!
Ok. My relative says more than a cup of coffee or tea weakens your calcium. Not only coffee stains teeth, shrinks boobs, now people are telling me it reduces our calcium. Tmd.
What good does a cuppa of coffee do then? Since it doesn't seem to aid in waking me up anymore.
Whatever. I'm going to myself another cup of coffee gao gao gao.
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