I think it's seasonal.
Like the global economy crisis that's affecting many, moods may seem somewhat similar.
Isn't it facinating? Where one or two around you feels down, and yet suddenly you realised, there are more who are going through the same phase. It's like everyone's affected.
Or, you're feeling the moment of relinquishing from everything and you realised that it's prevailing to the rest of the folks.
I think it might be airborne. Otherwise subconsciously influencial.
Could it boils down to the economy ultimately? No I don't think so. If you ask me. The financial depression doesn't hit us every now and then.
It's weird. Everyone's not feeling cloud nine these days. At least not happy to a perfect T. Wonder what's wrong. It must be some fad or trend or something.
Lately it's a case of uncertainty. Probably tired. Or is it moodswing? I hope not. Time might be the root of all problems I reckon. Sense of urgency occurs when I know I cannot control where time factors are concerned. It may be my persona of impromptu acting in, but I've seen far too many procrastinator of life to deem I shall not be one of them.
But life's full on uncertainty. To some, it's a challange to unveil the unknow. Me? I never like challanges. Well at least I dislike the thought of challanges. I face it when it come, but I don't go round looking for the latter.
Maybe I'm no longer as optimistic as I used to. Maybe I've used up all my positivities in life. Maybe the economy did have it's impact on me nevetheless. All and all it tantamounts to where I am now - tired and nothing but tired. The uncertainty of life simply turns me off. Yet I've got no choice but to face it good and face it well.
I'm beginning not know the purpose I serve in life. To some it's a breeze, yet to other's, it always seems unattainable no matter how hard they've tried.
Why...?
